i'm back! i know my blog is rotting. but i've no choice. my com spoil for weeks.
recently had my o lvl result. i cried for 3 times. 1st time was before i took my result. is kinda sad not to see my name on the slide, thinking that i won't get even one A1. then when it is my turn to get the result slip, my hands kept
trembling. i cant even sign my name on the list. then after i've got my result i cried again. (for a different reason) just because i got at least 5 As, out of the 8 subjects. and
i got A2 for core Geog! not so expected as
i've nv got As for geog for the past 4 yrs in my sec life.when i was at home, i cried again for the past few days. seeing that many of them improve from their prelim L1r5 >20 to O level result <20,> 5 grades. why didnt i improve too? (i "de"prove) didnt i study? thinking of these things makes me cry several times.
with 13 pts, where can i go? to JC, i kinda stuck in JJ. to poly, going to SP (i guess.) i waited till the last min then i choose the JC/Poly
i "wanted" (or had) to go. i tried ACJC. kinda impossible for a 13 pointer to go there. just try, who cares. then 2nd choice is JJC lor. and the 3rd is SP tourism and resort management then is PJC. the choices behind are all craps. got SAJC, NJC, SP business courses. precisely, i chosen JC over Poly. shld be going to JJC, unless JJ don't want me.
after i've chosen the sch, i told some of my frens. someone told me sth, which made me think if i had made the wrong choice.
eng C5 (one of the reason tat i cannot go to AC), izit good for me to go to JC? i see no one with eng C5 go to JC. but it's too late, i've submitted my choices. now, i've to work hard. what else can i do?
played too much for the past few mths, even though i'm in jc now. i was thinking tat i've to start studying after i'd got this kind of
"result". i kept telling to myself, "13 is not good at all. i've to study hard from now on." but when i go back to jj, i dont have the mood to study at all. i miss 4-3. it's the ppl in tat class who made me study so hard in sec3 and 4. esp with
Abigail and Huiyu ard and the guys who always scored so well in Physic and E and AMaths. thx to you guyz!
maybe i'll join Boonchee to the study rm tmr. I've to start
MUGGing!! oopx, am i too extreme?