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Monday, April 28, 2008Y

weird timing to blog..
today morning was a terrible day..
waiting for bus at je to work..
stomachache..
in pain..
giddy..
everything in front of me is so blur..
feel so helpless..
1st thing i can do is to call home..
i kneel down..
so that i wont faint..
the bus came..
i heard horning sound..
no strength to turn back and respond..
i ignored it..
perspire..
my face was wet..
kneel,
stand up and walk..
repeatedly..
struggling..
dragging myself to the nearest toilet..
metal railings..
my 100% support at that time..
no one came to help..
i could feel ppl looking at me..
felt so paiseh..
goodness i didnt faint..

i think..
tmr will be a struggle for me to stand there to wait for the bus..
with the familiar faces i see everyday at that place..

4/28/2008 11:07:00 am Photobucket