i know i shldnt waste my time coming online and post whatever stuff.. but this is 1 way to express myself..
wearing a mask where ever i go.. so many things i wan to say..
a lot to say.. yet.. is not easy to find someone to talk abt it..
is not like b4.. now.. hav to think very hard b4 i say a word out..
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i always complain to her.. "ahh... nth gets into my brain.." "so many things need to do.. blah blah blah.." she asked me y i choose this course.. sometimes i oso asked myself the same qns.
feel so stupid since i went there.. become 遲鈍.. learning things so slow.. gave up very easily.. this is not me.. wasnt like this in the past..
suddenly feel that i am 不自量力.. don hav the capability still dare to go there.. 沒有這麽大的頭就不要帶這麽大的帽子
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you said i can do it.. sorry to say that i still cant convince myself.. i will try..
yea.. i'm back! busy with sch work.. no life --> no update
Today is my driving test.. the waiting sux.. making me so nervous.. but when i was inside the car.. i felt better.. more relax.. warm up was good.. the inst said i can pass.. build up my confidence.. after warm up is another waiting again.. very nervous.. gosh! i got the test route to teck whye.. *faints*
the test began.. thx to the L plate motorcycles behind.. i can no need to E-brake.. doing circuit during warm up and test was better than what i did during lessons.. everything went smoothly..
surprisingly.. not many cars at teck whye today.. and not as many ppl as when i hav my lessons.. but zebra crossing at teck whye lane almost failed me.. ><
got demerit pts when i went out.. for all the checking... blind spots, mirrors.. all those stuff that i usually missed out..
Lucky me.. I PASSED.. now can conc on my studies le.. no need to learn during wed and weekends anymore..
CAs are coming.. starting next week.. must really work hard.. give me the motivation to study!
Xueqing